a prayer

 for those who suffered from the disastarous earthquake and the wave...


wishing upon a star that as many survivers as possible will be rescued and have treatments...


wishing upon a star that the suffering people will be blessed...


god is always there for them to bring happiness...


so, do not give up and try to find a way home of souls...


☆☆☆☆☆


lots of lots of love...

the skirt my love☆

my best favourite skirt found in NY--a little vintage shop in the villege.

its the moschino vintage

love, love, love the color, the gold, the material and the length, its perfect fit.

amazingly nice fit although found in overseas (usually every thing is quite big for me wherever in overseas)

its masani deai!!!!!☆☆☆

my loves♪

audrey hepburn
the glamourai
contra bass
peau
mighty crown
christmas illumination
givenchy by riccardo tisci
roberto del carlo
farielo sarti
black
tutu
stella maccartney
chloe
moschino
valentino
aroma&candles
red&fusha lipsticks
red&fusha&pink baige nails
gold sparkled eyeshadow
rick owence
helmut lang
maxi length skirt
naori
see-through fabrics
glitter shiny sparkles
over-sized cotton silk white&peau colored whirts
non-wash denim
flair skirt&pants(super baggy)
tight lether jacket
vogue
elle
supr
rag&bone
vintage shops in NY
spiritual thoughts


shoes, shoes, shoes....
NYC...
and all sorts of music...


love,
love,
looooooooooove those!!!!!!!!!!

memo

the idea of this life in this world is an illusion and it is not real, makes me wonder if the life is not that important, then?

the begining of my spiritual journey

its been several months since i started to read some books on spirits.
it was the new discovery or the meeting with this strange( at first, i felt this way, to be honest) idea or the perspective of our lives...

now, after i've been through 3 or 4 books on spiritual fundamentals, there emarged a new stance of myself, that believes in the spiritual world. but still, i cant let my other idea go, which says, this whole thing could be a total phantasy, and i should believe what i can actually see with my own eyes...

there should be some kind of power that exceeds our explanation or understanding.
so that things named miracles can happen everywhere in the world.

but, i have never seen any miracle (or i just do not realise, with my sleeping mind) or nor seen any spiritual existance such as gohst, but my husband does. that is the only reason that i try to believe in these spiritual stories.

now, if i train myself to believe in spirits, and try to understand and do what is shown by the spirits, am i going to be able to live a happier life?

i do not even know what could be a happy life for me, but still, is it possible in the name of the spirits, or the God?